May 2010
Photoshoot
with Gordon Rodriguez Paul Ledgerwood. (:
I'm Flashy.
Find Your Love || Drake Ain’t No Doubt || Game Ft. Pharrell & Justine Timberlake Ur Killin’ Me || Cam’ron & Vado Ft. Kid Cudi Can I Fly || B.o.B Horn Synth || Lupe Fiasco Ft. Pharrell Sweet Anna Mae || Rai Knight Hot N’ Fun || N.E.R.D. Ft, Nelly Furtado Ride || Ciara Ft. Ludacris EPS || Rich Hil Ft. Kid Cudi Solider || N.E.R.D. Ft. Santigold & Fam-Lay New New || Rai Knight ...
April 2010
FACTS:
I dislike it when people just give you one word responses through AIM or text messages. Write a phrase a least please because it makes the conversation less dull. I dislike it when people continuously lag in the conversation and they respond a fuckin’ hour later. If you’re going to do something like grab food or go somewhere, please say something about it! Don’t just leave me...
There is always a choice.
CONFESSION:
I think too much.
You know you really like someone when you accept...
I know you don’t believe me. But the way I, way I see it, next time you...
– Paramore
I think this is it.
I’m slowly letting go.
Truth is...
I haven’t been feeling myself lately. I find myself angry, sad, stressed, and tired. My body feels weak at times and starts shake. Today, I was falling in and out of sleep while eating my Panda Express that my sister got me. My eyes could barely open. My mother even notices how tired I look and constantly tells me how the color of my skin just doesn’t look healthy. But what’s...
Now I’ve got a feeling if I sang this loud enough, you would sing it back...
This kind of thing doesn’t just come around every time you go looking for...
– Jason Reeves
I'm not your toy.
I’m not something for you to play with and toss to the side when you get bored of. Get it straight.
I'm asking myself right now...
Why do I even put up with you?
ALKJDFKJ;LA;LKDSKDJSLFA
FUCK YOU CHEM. FUCK YOU CHEM LAB. FUCK YOU POLI SCI. FUCK YOU WRITING. FUCK YOU SCHOOL.
Slow Down by Chiddy Bang Ft. Black Thought & elDee...
On repeat.
But for now, life feels better when it slows down.
Sunday Drive
I’ll give this one more try, I’ll give it all my best and I’ll ask, “What could you be doing that is so much fun? With out me by your side, without me by your side?” And I will take a step back, and I’ll let you ahead. And I will take a step away and see if you come back because there’s no more trying to make this so right. There’s no more trying,...
“Carpe diem quam minime credula postero”
Seize the day, trusting as little as possible in the future.
Thank you Colin! :]
Colin Wu: All I can say is, I know you very well Jen. I know you'll make the right decision. Whatever choice you make, I'm going to support it 110% of the way.
There's so much I need to say but I can't find the...
To ending all suffering is to remove all desires.
I think I need to let go of all that I want because lately they’ve been weighing me down. I find myself constantly lost in the thoughts of my desires. Sometimes it affects my mood and those that are around me. I should just let go and go with the flow of things and hopefully things will turn out good. But I shouldn’t have high hopes or expectations because I don’t want to be...
CONFESSION:
I miss having someone to hug while I sleep.
Now I’m told that this is life, pain is just a simple compromise.
I don't want to fall
and be like the rest.
Starbucks Barista :D
So there is this one Starbucks near my house that I go to a lot and I usually always get a bottle of Tazo Green Tea with a cup of ice because I’m not a coffee person. Well, I’ve noticed this one cute barista that works at this Starbucks. I only see him like every 2 weeks. The first time I saw him there and we didn’t talk. As for the second time, when he was cleaning up before...
http://www.formspring.me/ellojennayy
1. I miss your face! :D -Haha. I’m pretty sure I’ll miss your face too if you told me who you were. :]
http://www.formspring.me/ellojennayy
PCN was some good ass sheeit!
I loved all the performances.
KABA MODERN WAS FUCKKIN’ ILLLL THOUGH! :]